what's up with the title

I would like to start by telling you why have I named this blog as 'She wants it all' It all started in my 11th grade. I was new in the school & since I had shown my colours in public speaking in my previous school my principle gave me an opportunity to participate in 'Horlicks Speaker of the year'. It was 2 day event called Horlicks wizkids. On day 1 I participated in a speaking competition assuming it to be the SPY one. But then me and my partner were told that it was an elocution competition& only the top 10 would qualify to participate in the SPY. We were not prepared and on top of that we were told that only 1 student per school could participate,. I would really like to appreciate that guy for volunteering to step back like a gentleman &  let me set my foot on the carpet. Now thankfully I had had a debate speech in school the previous day so could manage to deliver the same speech & qualified for SPY.
I reached home really late and was totally exhausted, next day I had my SPY at 8 in the morning. So I just fell onto my bed and slept as if I had never slept before. Next day I woke up at 6 and wrote my speech titled ' I want it all' I rehearsed it twice or thrice and yeah was seated in the hall. No one from my school had reached and I would hear students from other schools cheering, hotting and acting like savages. I could  feel my heart beats getting synchronized with the thumping of the drums. And suddenly the noises went away and the anchor started using his mick. All the contestants had already spoken on the stage  (excluding me) Yes I had qualified, my name was written on the board the previous day but...